There are some things which i am happy to talk about,and some things which i am reluctant to explain in full detail,the only reason i will refrain from being overly specific is because of the danger involved in certain techniques,some people enjoy power trips,i know that because i have met some of these individuals,they wont just be happy with taking your ability’s,they will take you with it as well,suck you in and spit out the skin,think i am joking,cool, maybe you think i am on some kind of power trip because i hold things back,cool, but from my perspective ,ah! from my perspective i need to live with myself and sleep at night,got my own morals, my own judgement,THE WORST OF WORLDS IN A WAY IS THE WORLD OF “THE HUNTER HEALER” .
I had a woman once who asked me to help her,she had been brought up within the sick doctrines of JEHOVAH WITNESS, she had been brainwashed into this belief system since she was a child, pretty much brought up at home,and fed the endless bullshit that they teach, anyway she asked for help,so i contemplated the situation,i looked for the answer,an answer free of my personal decisions,i had to look beyond my everyday self and deeper into my being,even call in connections to others knowledge, at first i felt slightly concerned with dealing and moving into such powerful areas ,when one is working in this way the mind has to be very aware ,always aware,always alert.
I came to a decision,i asked the woman three times separately over three days if she was sure of going ahead with the healing,she answered yes on each occasion, so with the use of particular herbs and a form of massage on her back i entered into her psyche,deep into the layers of her mind and her upbringing,the Jaguar hunted,the Jaguar hunted for the being within, the one untainted by outside influence,the Jaguar hunted for the intrusion and killed it, i closed the session, only one session of this stuff is EVER needed,it is way to strong, maybe i will never do this again,it is not an everyday healing, WHY? because it takes everything away, the pain the sorrow the walls EVERYTHING, after this stuff happens you have to be there for them,you cant just get up and walk out.
I was facing an individual who was now a person without all the religious “put upon” and as she was so young when she had been taken into jehovah and being thirty years of age now, i was facing a child in a woman’s body , everything got questioned,why did she eat meat ,why did she drink wine ,was this right was this wrong,clothes,washing ,food,television, now came the long road of her putting her back together,piece by piece,through HER choice,HER mistakes,HER trial and error,exactly the same as a child ,THE LONG WALK HOME.
She got there and i walked away.
JAGUAR healing comes from the jungles of south America,you wont find it in a book.
Love is paramount, I don’t FEEL that most people understand LOVE , perhaps i SEE allot of LOVE within people,but i would say you have to REALIZE it,the world contains allot of unrealized potential,yet we are moving into a place which takes the chance of realizing beautiful things further and further away, i write these things because i want people to see and understand that we live within an existence which is beyond our wildest dreams,what we see in the mundane world is an illusion,reading it is one thing, to understand it is altogether different,i want everyone to realise there own potential,and i want people to see that its not about being some fucking guru,or million dollar smile therapist,IF YOU CANT FUCK UP YOU WONT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE,learning takes courage,CHILDLIKE IS NEEDED.
FUCK UP is the lesson you required. So now i have written this bit i can get back to listening to MEDDLE by PINK FLOYD.
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